In My Mind

Just feeling in a free flowing mood so I'm just going to write:

i'm so neurotic

my life's chaotic

and i just don't give a fuck

no i just don't give a fuck
i'm so damn tired

of being lied to

now i just don't give a fuck
just don't give a fuck
about you

i don't think words

can accurately describe the chemical imbalance

that you seem to be causing me to feel...I thank you

for that. You seem to undoubtedly know what to say,

and when to say it, and how to say it. Not sure how

you know, maybe you can read minds. Please

let me know if you can so I can filter my

thought processes when I'm around

you. The sharp pain that

overcomes me when

you leave me

for too

long,

kills me, but it's ok. I know you will be

back to heal my silent wound...

I thank you for that. I thank you for

having to courage to not

hide behind some ridiculous facade.

And for having the courage

to let go of all your inhibitions and

taking a chance on me...

I thank you and love you

unconditionally.